It's really amazing how much force can be behind a single affirmation. In the last post I made here, about needing to feel closer to the life force behind it all, I gave myself permission to let go of whatever it was that was holding me down and open to the loving energy of the universe.
The past couple of weeks, it's been happening. Light has re-entered my body, my spirit and my life. Yoga has re-entered my life. I'm really learning how much wisdom is in yoga. Not just the asanas (physical poses), but in the philosophy. I feel like I'm just beginning to learn of the possibilities. They seem endless. But in realizing the extensiveness of it all, I'm in no rush. I want to understand it all—whatever it is I'm experiencing in that moment—I want to understand that fully. And that's all.
I'm learning to be open to receiving and accepting what naturally flows into my life—energetically and physically. In doing so, it feels like things have become easier to deal with. Just go with it… see where it goes… see what will unfold. You never know.
I'm also learning how to manifest more freely. I can't force things to happen in the time-line I think they should happen, or even at all. All I can do is send out the intention of something that I feel should be in my life. If it's meant to be, then it will. That is all there is to it. If not, then "Ah so".
Intention is all energy. It's magnetic. It's the process of creating a positive charge that will attract what it seeks. All the energy surrounding our body works this way. Our thoughts charge that energy to attract what we think about. When we have the intention to better our lives, it will happen. But in the same way, our unconscious thoughts also attract what they think or believe. I guess what I'm learning is how to focus my unconscious thoughts. Meditation, breath, yoga, reiki, raw foods. All these things are necessary to my mental clarity and ability to *see* clearly.
By *see* I mean intuitively, mentally, sensationally. Seeing helps to maintain focus.
This past week I've been going through a variety of desires about how I want yoga involved in my life—from wanting to attend workshop after workshop, to becoming a yoga teacher, to attending a variety of classes. But all I really need it just "yoga, now".
That's it. Just now.
